一部完全不被禁止的女孩回憶錄, 卻也似乎可以讀到她堅定追求的"性"幻想.
When Joan Kelly took a weekend job as a professional submissive in a private dungeon in Los Angeles, it seemed she'd finally found a perfect outlet for her pent-up desires. All of a sudden Joan, strong-headed yet sexually submissive, was being paid to do things she'd only fantasized about.

Having spent several years scouring the Internet for a man who would dominate her in the bedroom without getting on her nerves outside of it, Joan had nearly lost hope of satisfying her urges. Now, Joan was being paid to do only what she felt like doing with kinky men who didn't even expect to have any real sex in their sessions.

這是一個充滿迷樣的親身經歷, 作者Joan Kelly以曲解和自貶的風趣道出自己從事的性服從者的工作. 在書中, 可以讀到每當她越要對抗一般人對她的工作定義時, 她越發現自己反倒被自己所認知的自我價值和自我毀滅的想法也打敗.

Joan Kelly, 出生於一個南加州的中產階層家庭, 爸媽是學校老師和督學. 她的文章曾刊登於媒體雜誌, 現在是洛杉磯的Antioch大學的大四在校生, 也是女作家團體的一名成員. 她目前住在南加州.